It's Tuesday, one of my favorite days. I visit Mikey on Tuesdays. When I drove up the pinwheel was spinning out of control. Every other pinwheel around was quiet. It was amazing, made me cry. Maybe he really does make it spin. I know he was happy we were there.
Like the pinwheel, my emotions keep spinning. I feel like a child, crying one minute and happy the next. When I start feeling lost I force myself to remember there is a plan for us. One of my favorite songs is from the movie Joseph King of Dreams. The lyrics help me keep perspective.
I don't need to know why this happened. I just need to have faith that this will be right for us. I don't want his short life to be for nothing. So I have to try. I have to try a little harder to be a little better. My love for him will get me through. Every baby is a miracle.
"You know better than I.
You know the way.
I'll let go the need to know why because you know better than I."
I don't need to know why this happened. I just need to have faith that this will be right for us. I don't want his short life to be for nothing. So I have to try. I have to try a little harder to be a little better. My love for him will get me through. Every baby is a miracle.
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